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Look at this animal, it is eating, whoa, so big portion of watermelon! Gosh, this is why it's called pig. And, I believe, me and this animal look alike nowadays...It really disheartens me when I look at myself in the mirror or photo. I always cheat myself by saying I merely look chubby or kinda plump, in fact, I am FAT, F-A-T=FAT!!!

I used to eat a lot since I was young. This is due to I was so skinny since a baby, my grandma always said I was too slim till tiger will refuse to eat me. Hence, I was arrogant as I knew those chubby gals are envious of my figure, phew!

I never thought of on diet before 28-year-old. When people talked about this, I was like not interested in the topic at all as I didn't think that I needed such information. I was so skinny!!

Everything changed since end of 2003 or after 28 year-old or more specifically after I joint current company. Everything happened in a sudden, I infected serious "hongmok" skin illness since that time, coincidently my sis recommended me to take EPO and I felt that it really helped in reducing my itchyness. Hence, I was pretty happy to take the pills everyday thereafter. Yea, I deem this is the cause of putting on weight drastically, and I was unaware.

Another possibly reason was I ate a lot when I went for 12 days training in Perth, August 2003 and followed by September trip in Adelaide. I was fed like a pig from breakfast, brunch, lunch, high tea and dinner everyday. Most of the western food is indeed cheesy which can easily cause fat. My appetite grows bigger and bigger from then on and so did my body.

I did feel that I was unable to fasten my shirt buttons but how foolish I was, I didn’t notice it’s due to I was growing bigger and bigger (Never put on weight in my history, I have NO experience at all, sigh!!) . Hence, I didn’t manage to keep fit in time.

It was too late when I realized. Oppss, in fact I didn’t I realize till my friend gibed at me. I wore a camisole during Chinese New Year and my friend twitted about me …And, my sis didn’t allow me to eat so much rice (which I love it, I am a rice bucket!) as she told me I was like a giant, OMG! Unbelievable, I have been proud of my skinny figure for almost 30 years!, and they told me I was fat! Gosh, all collapse, physically and spiritually. .

I started reducing my appetite rapidly; only eat a little thereafter hoping that I can slim down promptly. I did go down a bit but still look pretty fat compare to those old days. Well, I admit that I am getting older and older; it’s not easy to slim down anymore. I will endeavour to do it though, it’s unethical to scare people with fat and ugly body ..*.*

I did promise myself will go for Yoga and fitness when I can drive! Meanwhile, try to cover my fat by wearing black clothes, haha ..In fact, I bought lots of white blouses from Hong Kong 1 1/2 years ago, of course, I didn’t know that white clothes will make fat lady even look fatter.. Well, I dare not wear those clothes at this moment, or else will be fainted in front of the mirror :P

NO MORE extra food nowadays, eating is merely for the sake of surviving, that’s all ..Hi, dudes, I shall announce in my blog when I slim down a lot …wait ya!!